Living Life One Cheerio at a Time

I feel like I am drowning. Self pity, maybe? Overwhelmed, yes! Overwhelmed is not even the words to describe how I feel right now. Drowning is more like it. Its been a little over a week. It could be a combination of the reasons: * a little of post vacation blues * the craziness of  the hubs job [and some of his long hours] *a hubs in the middle of studying like a mad man for a certification for work *the 7th anniversary of the miscarriage of my first child *the fighting/arguing that the cheerio gang has engaged in *the clutter{in my house and my mind} *spending  the short quiet nap time to make phone calls to but getting no answers *trying to get activities lined up for the girls and not getting anywhere *less than a month before child #1 starts school *less than a month before I start school again (an endorsement for my teaching certificate that needs renewed) *a new opportunity/responsibilities for the CBS year wow that's some list! It was ...