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Here's an updated photo of my family of SIX. I'll be honest its a bit crazy around here. A friend described it as a party all the time. Well a party with mounds of laundry and dirty dishes and lots and lots of toys! But God is good and providing us with many blessings.


This was the best of three pics. Sometimes it takes more than one chance to get it right but I still don't get it right. It's a good thing our God is a god of forgiveness, grace and mercy.  He gives a strength each day to try  again...not to do it on our own but on complete dependence to HIM.



Recently, I've been struggling with wanting to be liked by a certain group of people. I see their photos on facebook or hear about their adventures and I feel left out, dejected. Why am I not good enough to hang out with them too? Why do I care I'm almost 36 years old and not in JR High anymore. But when I get in an attitude or take my eyes of the ONE WHO CREATED ME I become self centered. Its not about me or if I am good enough.Its about HIM and his will in my life. I have been reminded several times of this verse. Its one I need to hear again and again.
Romans 12:2 " Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is-his good, pleasing and perfect will."



I need to refocus and open my eyes to what's around me. What are the blessings God has for me? What is the plan HE has for me and my family?

Matthew 5:16 " In the same way, let your light shine before men, that you may see your good deeds and praise your Father in Heaven."

I don't have to be liked by these people, but I do need the to see Jesus inside me. How can they see Jesus if I am pouting or losing my focus? How can they see that I am different if  I am trying so hard to be liked by them and wanting to be like them?

God is good to softly correct my attitude. He is gracious to remind me of all my blessings and the promises he has for me. Praise Him from whom all blessings flow!

I am linking up to Capturing Motherhood.


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  1. hillMay 23, 2012 at 5:09 PM

    thank you so much for revealing so much of your heart. and i love how much you share about Jesus in your {im}perfect life. thanks for linking up! xoxo.

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  2. AmyJune 8, 2012 at 5:52 PM

    Great family pics. I love a pic with EVERYONE in it at the same time. :)

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